The young tough across the street in his undershirt is washing his car, A brilliant black Camaro, with its V8 engine, white letter tires, And Holley carbs, just like his dad鈥檚. On Sundays, father and son head out for a car show, but right now, I鈥檓 the one impressed: the cars are sleek black cats Dreaming in the sun.
Around here, people are their cars, even the ones that squat on the greasy drive Of the wild blue house next door to the kid in his undershirt. It鈥檚 a chop shop. As for Bobby, the kid with the Camaro, I know his dirty secrets. I saw him on the avenue, leaning back on the hood, and shouting at a brown-skinned girl who tossed her proud black hair and walked away, to leave him gesticulating. For a moment he stands there, frozen, lost in her defiance, then he鈥檚 back in the car, banshee-screeching out a u-turn and trailing black stink of burnt rubber. Now, out of the car, he drags her in before she can scream, and they鈥檙e off to where I don鈥檛 want to think about.
Swiping his chamois across the car鈥檚 black flank, his face is open and innocent as a child鈥檚. I could weep for the violence of our wanting our way. The blue sky looks down to soothe my own anger and the bruised heart of the brown girl, naked, defenseless against us.
Bert Stern taught at 新澳门六合彩开奖直播 for 40 years and is Milligan Professor Emeritus of English. He lives in Somerville, MA, teaches in the Changing Lives Through Literature program, and is founding editor at Off the Grid Press.
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